plemonic | Blank

I am officially 21 years old (thank you, Valentine's day), and there's nothing interesting happening in my life. I'm an adult now for fuck's sake. Why can't I be just fucking normal. Every day it's either: feeling like I want to kill myself or feeling insanely bored. Or both. Sometimes I want to kill myself out of boredom.

Well, I study sometimes. But with fasting at the moment I can't really use my brain 100%. I was thinking of doing an internship but most of the ones that I'm interested in are unpaid. Seriously what the fuck is wrong with you all. I fucking hate it. We all need money, we aren't fucking slaves. Sometimes I think it's better to collectively kill ourselves. Maybe the Earth has too much human living in it. People should stop fucking procreating. I hate everything and I'm tired.

Of course, with the new president, we're all gonna fucking die. This motherfucker, who's a war criminal by the way, is going to jeopardize our lives and money and OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH we all should just fucking die. I'm surprised that Indonesia is still standing strong because the government is doing everything they can to ruin our country. Fuck you. FUck you fuck you fuck you I hope you all die a horrible death. I can't love this country like I used to.

A lot of Indonesian people are talking about leaving this country and some stupid cunts will say something like, "wHerE's yOuR nAtIonAliTy??!!!@" BITCH. DID THE GOVERNMENT EVER DO SOMETHING GOOD TO YOU? NO. Unless you're fucking rich and a part of the elites, yeah, the government did everything good to you. Kill yourself. Greedy fucking bitches. For the past decade we've been living in HELL. No amount of protesting can change the state of this country I'm afraid.

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and I also can't seem to connect with people properly. That's fucking great.